lol @ this picture in XXL

i've just had to say goodbye to my best friend of seven years and counting and it was awful. i am not good with goodbyes, i think i come across as really cold as i find it so much easier to just wave and walk out the door (and cry later!) my god, she is practically the best person i have ever met. i am going to be a mess.

anyway, two weeks in and i'm already a bad blogger! i'm annoyed at myself but i've just been so busy working and then trying to see as much of people as possible that i just haven't had the time or the energy to post. i feel really quite sad at the moment despite having some amazing news that's going to change my life (and another reason why i've not been posting) however i'm not in the mood to talk about it right now - i've promised myself i'll do a big catch up post by the end of this week.

speak soon, and i love you spiele!